Today, I realized I'm still loved. I focused on life pains and the likes that I have temporarily forgotten how much beautiful people surround me. Thanks to a lovely pair of checkered shorts. 

       So there is this my favorite pair of shorts which got washed the other day (oh how I love the smell of newly watched clothes yay). It was left to dry at our terrace upstairs. However, wind blew and rains came, it fell off the hanger and landed on pompom's (one of our dogs) territory. With so much excitement, she managed to almost split the shorts into two. Kids have informed me of what happened and i was devastated. It is my favorite after all. 

      The next day, while I was preparing things for my weekly Manila visit, I saw my Mom sewing the poor thing back to its previous form. My heart was touched. Ah mother's love (lol)

"I keep my eyes on him until the last strand of his hair is out of sight, trying to preserve every detail of his appearance in my memory until the time I will see him again." - My heart weeps everytime you send me off and I on the other hand, leave Manila without you.

It must have been the way you annoyed me on facebook,  or the way you cut down that banana tree (HAHAHA) which got my eyes on you.  You were that classmate who was always absent and drowsy.  You were also that classmate who offered his share of tamarind candy one time in class.  Almost two years down the line, I guess I've learned three fourths of you.  I realized we're more like opposites but take note, not mismatched (HEHE).  You're the outgoing one while I'm the greatest home buddy one can ever meet.  You like sweets while I don't. You're the blabbering one while I'm not. HAH, kidding!  There are still a lot more but I can't express them in words right now. Honey, we're different but at the same time we're not.  Yes, yes.  I know it sounds so labo.

Oh how I love looking at you--- while eating, sleeping, vaping, walking, or just staring beyond the blue.  I love your smile most of all.  Do you know you're like everything green tea flavored and sweater weather days in human form?

While the world continues to be cruel and unfair, I'm glad I have you to hold, hug, kiss, and tease (Wuhooo >:P).  And just like what you've said before, it's hard to recall what was my life like before meeting you.

No goodlucks on your first day because I know you'll do well.  I love you and see you very very soon :)

SALP

You've lost track of time.  It's been a very long time. WHAT. ERRR.  Do you still remember why you put up this blog in the first place? --- To save your sanity.  You've shed tears for the longest time.  You've been bored for the longest time.  You've been trying to entertain yourself for the longest time.  You've let yourself forget (temporarily) all the things you failed to do in life; the disappoinments.  You've let yourself go crazy over Kpop music and idols you don't even understand (I really liked them though).   You've tried almost everything to keep yourself occupied.  You've tried almost everything to be like a stone.  Omg so corny.  Mmmhuh yes, a stone (or rock, whichever pleases) -- hard, tough.  But again, guess what?  You're back to square one.  Your heart aches.  You feel like you're being crushed/crumbled to pieces inside.  You've actually forgotten how bad it feels like; how painful it feels like --- to be in the same situation all over again.  You don't even remember how bruised you were when it happened. You hate yourself for being so weak.  You hate yourself for easily giving up on things. 

Time Machine

The young us.

Courtesy of Eka Cia

Okay, too lazy to rotate luh. LOL . Anyway, just got home. I had a good time with our new found friends.
Becoming too attached. What. Good night. :D

It's this time of the year when i get too emotional and all. I actually hate my birthday because i feel like i'm obliged to do something. Anyway, i pray for a longer life and stronger heart as well. I hope to make decisions i'll not regret much in the future.