My life has been so crappy for the past weeks. First, our internet connection crashed for more than one week. I kept on pestering the company's CSR three times a day. Nah, but it didn't change a thing. The tower enhancement took longer than expected. I was so disappointed. Worse, i wasn't able to teach (part time job). It was okay-ish because i was able to travel for a couple of days.
Well second, after the internet connection dilemma, i got sick. Bad timing for getting sick really. I thought i was going to die. My temperature reached forty degrees! O-M-G. I felt so alone though i can't blame my parents. My father works for a special project nowadays and he's barely at home. My Mom's so busy at the university due to graduation which is dated this Saturday. My brother's having summer classes. I kept on crying because of severe headache and all. I sent Mom a message more than five times that i can't take the pain anymore. But i didn't get any reply. I didn't know she was in an important meeting so it was okay.
An hour after, my father came home to get some things. He even borrowed my laptop to check his Facebook account. What the heck. He didn't know what i was going through. Well, he's always been like that. I can't blame him. Another hour after, i called for his name and asked if he can make my Mom go home. He touched my forehead, then got shocked. He immediately left home without saying a word. I felt hurt, i thought he left me to die. Hahaha. Forgive me for this drama. I always get dramatic whenever i'm sick.
Soon enough, my mother came home with some bottles of Gatorade and Yakult(Yey!) and loaves of Gardenia bread (in raisin flavor). Forced myself to eat but i just vomited everything.
She was so hysterical (as always). She took me in a hospital with the help of a family friend. I was so thankful to him. :)
When we entered the hospital, the nurses immediately accommodated me. They're always nice. Well, maybe because we're friends with them. They checked my weight, height and all. To my surprise, i gained a few kilograms. I am now forty-three. Before i was thirty-eight. Anorexic you think? No actually, i really eat a lot throughout the day. My slim body is because of my genes. My Mom's weight is forty-four by the way. Haha.
While waiting for my turn to be consulted by the attending physician, my friend nurses kept on talking to me and Mom. They also kept on suggesting that i should be a flight attendant because of my height, and face. I think they were joking. Haha. Sigh, at least they made me smile when i was in my worst condition.
When my turn came, the physician(new found friend) suggested me to perform a blood test and be admitted in the hospital for the mean time. I really considered staying in the hospital for the coming days because i was really having a hard time. I just acted a little brave and forced myself not to faint even though i was so dizzy.
Until now, i'm still under observation(for dengue fever) because i refused the blood test. I'm taking some tablets though but can i just rant that my antibiotics are a little hard to swallow because they're also a little bigger than the usual? >.<
Pray for me, i really wanna get back to work and go out.
I'm feeling a little dizzy again. Bye.
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